It is sad..

I spent last night tossing and turing with disturbing dreams. That is the last time i go to bed with Becoming Jane in the background. James McAvoy had me move to the UK and when i said i loved him and i was scared in such a new place, he hugged me and then went away. It was most alarming. I like it much better when i dream of things that are never to be or things that could happen. I find dreaming about things that have never happened but I have wanted soo much dishearting. The one that hurt the most was me having a baby with my ex whom I loved very much. We still chat to this day but its harder and harder to listen to him complain about his FIANCE. UGH!
Now when i dream about Sir…that is lovely to wake up to. Of course everything about him is lovely.
today was spent relaxing and watching my favorite movies. Oh, how I love Jane Eyre! I found the BBC version and it is amazing. Of course My all time favorite Mr. Rodchester is William Hurt. And as always…Colin Firth as Mr. Darcy. Oh, Id show Mr. Darcy a thing or two about relaxing.
Oh, I am sorry I am not all slavey today. I promise th next time I am with Sir you will hear all about it.
Hugs and kisses

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